Yeh, yeh…
Yeh yeh, I know… it's been over 2 weeks since my last entry. But I've still been active on here, so hopefully you'll enjoy the total experience of my activity. Today is my last day at work. Tomorrow I have … Read more …
OLD (1998-2012)
Wakana
Over the past few weeks, Wakana has been increasingly online and chatting to me about stuff. She has been asking me lots of questions about things she has to do in her life, asking for advice, etc. (She's also created … Read more …
These are what I’ve learnt
Recent discussion about my relationship/dating preferences has inspired me to talk about my past experiences with women – western and asian – to relate what I've experienced and learned. I'm going briefly through all the women I've been involved with … Read more …
Learning new lessons
My involvement with Zhenzhen has come to a close. By the time I was ready to get into a relationship with her, she had already moved on. She had her misgivings about it after all the time of messing around, … Read more …
My holiday
I'm going on a road trip around the North Island of New Zealand next month! It's with Mel, and I'm really looking forward to it. We've been planning it over the past month or so, and I've finally completed all … Read more …
Some thoughts
What an interesting couple of days it's been in here, in this journal. I announce a realisation of my personal preferences, and suddenly, I'm made to feel as if I have no right to have those preferences. I didn't want … Read more …
Transitions
'm going through a transition right now, that I'm finding quite fascinating. I realised it a few days ago. The transition is that I'm joining a growing number of white guys who are more interested in asian women than white … Read more …
Serious update
Thank you for joining me in the latest installment of the life of me. It's a pleasure to be with you again. I've been quiet for a few weeks because I've been processing things that have been happening in my … Read more …
Reality’s Road Map
There are some people who claim to be clairvoyants. They might be, they might not be – that's not the issue. The issue is, how valuable is the future that they see for you? People who go to see clairvoyants … Read more …
What is Hell?
Hell is simply a place we create for ourselves when we die, but is a creation that is a result of our own ignorance. When we die, if we think physical life is all there is, we will create that … Read more …
Old people and buses
What is it about old people and buses? I notice this a lot when I travel on a bus, to and from work. When an old person is about to arrive at their stop, while the bus is still moving … Read more …
Surprises
The last time I saw Mel was back in December 2001. I'd fallen in love with her, but was unable to get any kind of fulfillment about it. Over the past couple of years since then, we've kept in touch … Read more …
The Bowl Inside
I imagine that inside each of us is a bowl, and that bowl holds the love we have for ourselves. Many people have an empty or shallow bowl, where the love they have for themself is very little. The reason … Read more …