Where’s my damn camera!!!
I was walking home tonight after after a couple of drinks with a friend, and I was walking about 10 yards behind this guy walking in front of me. Then he stopped and watched a guy walking past him, walking … Read more …
OLD (1998-2012)
4 May 2003
Have you ever noticed that things can be going along nice and smoothly for a while, and then suddenly something happens that just throws you off? That happened to me last week. Wakana has been gone for over a month … Read more …
12 May 2003
To all the mothers out there, I hope that yesterday was a wonderful day for you. I rang my mum last night and spoke to her for the first time since 1996. I'll talk about that another day though, after … Read more …
19 May 2003
I've just finished that book Wakana wanted me to read. My heart broke, and I cried. A lot. Wakana recommended I read this book because, in her opinion, it was about us, and the woman and her feelings and beliefs … Read more …
19 May 2003
Last night I had an awesome chat on the phone with Mel, my friend back in Canberra. We spoke about Matrix: Reloaded (more on that soon) and also my 'love life'. I discussed events concerning Wakana and her boyfriend, and … Read more …
Saying goodbye
Last night I said goodbye to Wakana. I came to realise that I couldn’t continue having her in my life when every time she comes online to chat to me, she tells me how much she loves me and misses … Read more …
The story of Michelle
I was just browsing parts of my journal from around the time that Darlene left me, and when I met Michelle and started to get real happy and excited about having her in my life. I've never talked in here … Read more …
29 March 2003 – Bruce Springsteen concert
My apologies for getting this to you later than I said I would. I didn’t get home from the concert until after 1am this morning, and I was just too knackered to write about anything, so I just crashed and … Read more …
13 March 2003
Yesterday was eventful. I'm sure you want to know why… 1) Wakana rang me in the morning and said she was leaving Wellington at the end of April, going to Christchurch with her boyfriend 2) we had lunch, and I … Read more …
24 March 2003
Yeh, I know… it's been 11 days since my last entry. In the old journal, it was usual to have only one entry a month, but this new journal is very different. However, the reason I've been silent is because … Read more …
3 February 2003
Wakana… You know, never before in my life have I ever had the opportunity to get back together with an ex, but now it seems I do. It hasn't happened yet, but things are looking good for us to get … Read more …
8 February 2003
"Oh my…" seems appropriate to describe tonight. I went out to dinner with Wakana, to a Japanese restaurant. I didn't plan that, but it was there after searching for somewhere to look, and it seemed alright, so in we went. … Read more …
14 February 2003
Traditionally, Valentine's Day (VD) has had no meaning for me. I seem to have been alone for most of them. Let's look back on the past 5 years, the length of time that this journal has been in existence: 1998 … Read more …