Everything in your past has succeeded in bringing you here today
I've met a new woman, her name is Nik. About two weeks ago, she came down from Auckland for a break, and caught up with me while she was here. We'd been speaking for a month beforehand, as she contacted … Read more …
A long time ago, there was this woman who helped me realise I could feel magic in my life. One of the reasons for being with her was for me to learn what love was really about. But it wasn't … Read more …
Ok, it's about time I updated this journal, having been hassled about it today by one of my 'adoring fans'. Yeh, I know it's been a while. I've had an excuse, even though it's not a very good one. Things … Read more …
My life is going along quite nicely at the moment. Things with Wakana are going really well. She suggested a few weeks ago that her and I move into a place of our own together, but I didn't agree with … Read more …
Since Thursday night, I've been fighting the flu, and pretty much failing. I've had Friday and today off work, and the way I'm still feeling, I'll probably have tomorrow off as well. It's horrible. This is probably the worst cold/flu … Read more …
I once had a friend who I related to really, really well. Then she tired of me and didn’t want anything to do with me, but interestingly enough she still read my journal. I was angry for a while, but … Read more …
I've been enjoying seeing a lovely Japanese lady (Wakana). She hasn't been in NZ long, so English is still a little difficult for her. While I'm enjoying spending time with her and getting to know her, I'm also enjoying learning … Read more …
I had a great new year! How was it for the rest of you? I hope it was all good. My new year's eve celebrations began with watching the last sunset of the year with Vicki, while eating Chinese takeaway. … Read more …
You know how sometimes, something comes along that makes you just sit up and take notice of what's going on in your life, and suddenly you realise that it's lacking. You realise that you're looking for something, but you know … Read more …
While I was in Australia, I kept a notebook with me all the time and wrote in it each day. It's transcribed below. (Photos have been placed in here to help accentuate the description – 10th Dec.) 26 November, 2:35pm … Read more …
Only 4 days until the new year… Hmmm… That sentence seems familiar… How was Christmas for everyone? Mine was ok, but it’s the first Christmas in a while that I’ve spent alone. I spent the time catching up on Star … Read more …
It must be hard to know that your son died in combat. It must be even harder to have it represented in a movie, with some actor playing out the death of your son. How would you deal with it? … Read more …
I'm starting to seriously look for somewhere else to stay today. A few weeks ago, Kylie decided that she wanted to move back to where she came from, and so I wasn't going to stay here by myself, or get … Read more …