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Reflections on past relationships

Over the past week, I've been re-reading this journal, and I've gained some fascinating insights. It's coming up to the 3-year anniversary for this journal, and its seen some significant changes over those years. Changes in the formatting of the … Read more …

A new beginning…

In my last entry, I spoke of a new relationship with myself. As of earlier this week, it's become a new beginning. I realised that I'm ready to meet women again. Instead of feeling anxiety at the thought, now I … Read more …

Back to Australia…

Yesterday I booked my tickets for a week in Australia. I’m leaving here on the 26th November and flying to Sydney, where I’ll stay for a couple days with my friend Peter. I’ll be getting there late afternoon, and flying … Read more …

What is the Matrix

I've decided to talk about The Matrix, as the first part of yet another attempt to write more updates in my journal about what's on my mind. The Matrix is a movie that's had a real effect in my life, … Read more …

A new relationship

Healing is what I've been doing. The past few months have been quite interesting, particularly in the past few weeks. Since splitting up with Venus 3 months ago, I've been taking time out for myself, going through a lot of … Read more …

September 9/11

Along with America and the rest of the world, I’m in shock, and have been for the entire day. What a sad and horrifying day this been… Terrorists have co-ordinated the hijacking of 4 planes and have destroyed the World … Read more …

A ‘shitty’ weekend

The weekend just gone has been real shitty. Literally. The plumbing broke on Friday night, and sewerage leaked from outside into the downstairs room – which is where I sleep and have the computer. It’s also the only room with … Read more …

I want my own children

I had a good conversation with a friend (we'll call her Susie) on ICQ last night. We talked about the perception that others may have of me, particularly thinking I'm arrogant. It was pointed out to me last night by … Read more …

Why do I bother?

Sometimes I wonder why I bother doing this journal. Every time I make statements about my life at the time, and how I feel about it and/or the person I'm with, it ends up coming back to bite me because … Read more …

Catalyst for change

I've been trying to work out what to talk about in the latest journal entry… and it wasn't until I was conversing with a friend via ICQ, and he asked me about something, that I realised what I'm going to … Read more …

Making it permanent

I'd like to talk a little bit about Venus, the Goddess of Love. Well, she's not really a 'Goddess', but she's one in my eyes, at least. Everything in my past has been preparing me for the person I'm meant … Read more …

Venus and the BMW

Here’s a photo of my new girlfriend – we’ll call her Venus. She gave me permission today to put the photo up, so here it is. And here’s a couple photos of my car… we’ll call it a BMW. Hehehe. … Read more …