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My life is very…. complex

"My life is very… complex." That's what Michael Keaton said (as Bruce Wayne) in the movie Batman… At the time I certainly related to what he said. Now I'm relating to it even more. Eleven months ago, you may remember … Read more …

Moving to New Zealand?

Do you remember me saying this in my last entry? "…wants me to change focus completely, so that she's the subject of it. I can't do that." I was wrong. She was here over the Easter weekend – which was … Read more …

A chapter ends

A couple of weeks ago, I saw Missy again. I had to go pick up my VCR that I'd lent to her late last year. It was nice seeing her again, but also very hard not to be as I … Read more …

Savior

I watched a video tonight. It was pretty good. It was called Savior and was about this guy (Joshua) who worked for the US Govt. overseas. His family was killed in a bomb attack on a cafe and after the … Read more …

The mourning is over

Last week, on Friday night, I sent an email to a friend who had asked me how I was feeling over the break-up with 'Missy'. I thought I'd put in my reply here, since it's an expression of my feelings… … Read more …

I’m single again

Well hello again… Welcome back to the land of my journal. I know that many of you have been wondering what's been going on with me and my life. I can tell you now that I've been wondering the same … Read more …

It wasn’t meant to be

I'm feeling in a melancholy mood right now. That's probably my most creative mood, in terms of writing in here, so I thought I'd do just that. I'm sitting here wondering why I feel this way. I'm bored. I've actually … Read more …

My relationships

I've been asked by someone tonight on ICQ to go through the relationships with women that I've had in the past, and state what I learnt from each of them. An interesting challenge, and one that I thought would be … Read more …

Women are like waves

Women Are Like Waves One of the challenges of this stage is for men to understand that when a woman rises up she also comes crashing down. Women are like waves, as I explain in Chapter 7 of Men Are … Read more …

Life is just too strange

I was driving along today, thinking about my life and what's been happening over the past year. It occurred to me that something strange had happened… stranger than usual, that is. It was around this time last year when I … Read more …

Going to war

I'm not very happy right now. In fact, I've been a little sad for most of the day. My best friend of 21 years is about to go off to East Timor and risk life and limb to prevent them … Read more …

She fainted in my arms

Smiles are all I seem to be capable of these days. My friends are getting annoyed that I'm always smiling. They tell me it's not natural. I just smile at them some more. I haven't spoken about the last time … Read more …

What is love?

Love. What is it? Hmm… I was going to do a poem here, but decided at the last minute (a few seconds ago!) that I'm not a poet. I'm a writer, yes, but not a poet. I'll leave the poetry … Read more …